New Xanga Username!! babydoll_siv

Friends, please re-add me.

http://www.xanga.com/babydoll_siv

hmm....

 Okay, so I finally updated my xanga layout. Happened to come across this one, which happens to really relate to me. Oh, why am I such a patient person? I wonder how many hours in my lifetime that I have waited for someone or something...

Everyone knows that quote, patience is a virtue. haha...

I have awesome news. John finally came back from Iraq!!  *very happy*

 And he's staying a lot longer. They were filming this stuff on my local news show, and I even heard from my cousin that John was on t.v.

I'm standing while I'm typing this on his laptop, because my arm is getting tired reaching to the keys.

 I can't wait to go shopping. Can you believe I haven't shopped for Christmas presents yet?! Strange thing is, my dad can bring me to the mall or stores when I don't have a lot of money on me, but when I do have a lot-- We can't go.

 So I was just looking through Jrock cosplay forums and stuff. I can't wait to do that in the future. ^_^

oh man, my throat is still hurting a bit. it's been hurting since Friday night.

o.k. bye bye

 ok, I wasted a good amount of time trying to update myspace. well i ended up taking some stuff out. and yeah, here was my problem...

I was deleting codes and stuff from my interests section in Create Profile. The meanie submit button wouldn't work. and in the end i figured it out, that I ended a tag wrong. well, I accidently deleted something that was important.

  Ok, I feel better now. *sighs*

 My major concern in my life right now is on school... I really need to improve. For myself. I need to have that satisfied feeling, that feeling of achievement.

  <=I wanna feel like this

 For one, I have a problem with waking up.

I swear, i use to be an early riser--waking up at 5:00 or 5:30 am. That my friend is overwhelming. Now, well I don't even wanna face the reality of school in the morning.

No other comments on that.

 School today, I dunno... Felt different. Kinda had this anger in me.

 Felt like taking a huge, sharp knife...

and stabbing it repeatively into =>> a succulent raw turkey

That's all for now.

 Current Activity beside typing this entry: Watching That's So Raven on Disney

  To the right is Nao, my favorite member of Alice Nine. -___-;;

 O k, I just found out I don't have my adobe photoshop cs anymore!! *sad*

My brother deleted it... --I know he did.

But I guess he had one good reason because I haven't gone on it for a long while.

and for extra computer space. I guess I won't be making graphics anymore.

*sighs*

Until...I feel like doing so, then I'll look around and download the program again. Or just buy the real thing.

I'll forget about it soon.

k, I have another complaint, my computer restarted on me twice while I was playing a game. and I didn't even save. O_O Everything something wrong happens, and I have to start something over in a game, I think of this... "This time will be even better than the last" or something like that.

 *is shivering right now*

It's sooo cold right now! My feet are freezing...

  Yesterday I made 3 lists.

First list* My Needs List

Second list* My Wants List

Third list* What to buy people

I'm pretty good at making lists.